Today I made one critical decision -- as I always said, I don't want an opportunity come my way without grabbin' it. Don't get me wrong by saying that I haven't thought about it before deciding. I know that theres are a lot of risks to every decisions I make. Nobody can tell if it is good or bad -- but deciding to move on is not an easy task. It's like restarting the whole process again... building up yourself again...making good of yourself again...
In the end, I know that no matter what I did, my friends and loved ones will be there for me when my tears starts to fall... ~,^
resulta ng walang magawa...
eto cya kasama ko...~,^
Si
Enan na makulit,
palaasar,
mahilig sa cyber games, at
higit sa lahat pikon.
Pero----
hindi umiinom,
di naninigarilyo, at
higit sa lahat mahal na mahal ako....
wahaha...
sana totoo pakiramdam ko...
He likes eating especially with
sinigang... he likes
softdrinks and sometimes healthy beverages like of something from fruits... He's a funny person and can become too emotional and very stubborn! He likes basketball and war related movies...
He listens when I talk. lectures me when I'm grumpy... Insists asking what made me angry when I refused to.
His eyes genuinely smiles when he's happy... I like the way he laughs... the way he tells his jokes... and the way he looks at me...
Mabenta mga jokes
ko sa kanya... he laughs though its fake..
wahehe.. he becomes sad when I say I wanted to work abroad... he'll say that I just wanted to leave him and find somebody else... He loves and forgive me though I always hurt him... he wont stop bugging me till i smile... till I say "lets forget about this".
hehehe...
prinsesa ako sa kanya kahit sa iba hindi... (wag
na keo komontra..
hehehe)...
ladies and gentlemen...
Enan ~,^
These last few days… I really don’t want to do anything but to cuddle…seems like I’d be missing a lot of people… I previously thought that I’m on the right track…but the path that I chose seems to have many bumps and broken road now…can’t see the direction clearly because of the dust floating in the air blocking my site… my mind is dizzy as well trying to see through it and finding the safest way to arrive… I’m afraid that my next move will lead me to somewhere I don’t like… I’m feeling so lonely right now…. I wanted to cry out for help till I fall asleep and dream that everything is falling on its places… where in a I could not ask for more… to forget the sad reality for a moment…
=(
